Sunday, October 02, 2005

Drums anyone? I think I forgot how to play


First and foremost I want to say thank you to some very special ladies who always seem to have *hugs* and supportive comments when I really need them. You ladies know who you are.

The post about my biological dad's house left me feeling odd all day long. The music store was slow today so I dwelled on that post all day. It was such a nice surprise to check in tonight and read your comments.

That whole part of my life has always affected me down to my very core. I've spent countless hours of my life trying to make some sense of why that part of my life overwhelms me. In reality I'm a 39 yr old man named Paul, but when I'm around that house, or looking at pictures of it, or talking with relatives that are attached to it, I travel back in time in my mind and I'm 10 yr old Chipper (my family nickname). Anyway...thanks again to my fave ladies who left the nice comments.

So I haven't hit my tubs in a week. Just too busy/lazy during the week. I sat my fat butt right here as soon as I got home from work tonight. So we'll see tomorrow (er today, it;s 1 am).

3 comments:

MomThatsNuts said...

Your Welcome!! Now go bang on something!!!

Mom

jenbeauty said...

I know that feeling Paul, sometimes I become the ten year old Jenny!

addict said...

We all have that child inside...
Mine makes me write sometimes, she's happier when I lend her my fingers and let her tell her story...